[ Poor Yugamu gets to see this vulnerable side of Dirk where his self loathing rears its ugly head. Finally, he reaches out to take the box, gingerly. He looks somewhat coy. ]
[He smiles. He's spent enough time with Dirk to have worked out that he's got some weird self esteem where in some ways he's very confident but in others he's very down on himself.]
I didn't have to but I wanted to. I want to spoil you as much as you'll let me.
[Hehe.]
So go on, open it.
[It is a tantou blade made special by Muramasa. The grip wrap is orange and everything.]
[ Damn. Spoil him? Roxy has said stuff like that to him before, and although he allowed it, the feeling behind it was different since he wasn't romantically attracted to her. But Yugamu wants to spoil him. Jake never said anything like that to him. ]
Um..
[ His posture straightens as he starts to unravel the ribbon off of the box. He don't know what to say. Is this what it felt like to have someone who is intense as he is be into you?
Once the wrapping is off and he takes a moment to open the box and see what's inside.. ]
Dude..
[ He sounds pretty awed. Sharp objects are super romantic to him. Any kind of weapon, but especially knives an swords. ]
[ His circumstances have always been unfortunate. To grow up in the apocalypse and be only attracted to men, just to have no other men exist in his timeline and universe. For the longest time, before he communicated with anyone else from the past, he figured he would just be alone forever. Then Sburb happened, followed by this. Followed by Yugamu.
Dirk suddenly feels a lot more lucky than he previously did. Anyone who judged Yugamu for his weird behavior is obviously missing out on a very kind and caring person.
Muramasa, huh? He's familiar with the historic figure and is aware of the one that is here. Though, he isn't going to bring up the fact he thinks the historic figure is really, really cool.
After awhile, he takes it out of the box and analyzes it, taking in every detail, and then, that half smile of his appears. Dirk settles the flat of the blade under Yugamu's chin and tips his head upward. ]
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You didn't have to do anything for me.
[ come on, act normal. ]
I'm glad you did, though.
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I didn't have to but I wanted to. I want to spoil you as much as you'll let me.
[Hehe.]
So go on, open it.
[It is a tantou blade made special by Muramasa. The grip wrap is orange and everything.]
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Um..
[ His posture straightens as he starts to unravel the ribbon off of the box. He don't know what to say. Is this what it felt like to have someone who is intense as he is be into you?
Once the wrapping is off and he takes a moment to open the box and see what's inside.. ]
Dude..
[ He sounds pretty awed. Sharp objects are super romantic to him. Any kind of weapon, but especially knives an swords. ]
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You can try it out on me if you want.
[COUGHS.]
I know you like Japanese things. Muramasa sensei forged this just yesterday!
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Dirk suddenly feels a lot more lucky than he previously did. Anyone who judged Yugamu for his weird behavior is obviously missing out on a very kind and caring person.
Muramasa, huh? He's familiar with the historic figure and is aware of the one that is here. Though, he isn't going to bring up the fact he thinks the historic figure is really, really cool.
After awhile, he takes it out of the box and analyzes it, taking in every detail, and then, that half smile of his appears. Dirk settles the flat of the blade under Yugamu's chin and tips his head upward. ]
Yeah? You wanna play a little?