[unsurprisingly, Yugamu short circuits again. Not just out of embarassment this time, though. It's a much more complicated feeling. Or rather, tangled mass of feelings. Primary is excitement. Dirk kissed him. He initiated!! It felt nice. Even nicer than kisses he'd had before, even though it was arguably not as sexy as ones he's had before. That closeness, even brief, that he'd cautiously and diligently chased after, finally awarded to him.
But also... What if Dirk is just placating him? What if he just felt like he owed that much after being spoiled?? What if he's just leading him on? No, Dirk wouldn't do that, Dirk isn't like that! What kind of horrible person is he for thinking that?? And besides, what reason does Dirk have to keep him on the hook? Dirk has god powers, he doesn't need someone like Yugamu. What does he possibly have to offer Dirk? No, no that's silly. His companionship is something Dirk values, right? Somehow???]
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But also... What if Dirk is just placating him? What if he just felt like he owed that much after being spoiled?? What if he's just leading him on? No, Dirk wouldn't do that, Dirk isn't like that! What kind of horrible person is he for thinking that?? And besides, what reason does Dirk have to keep him on the hook? Dirk has god powers, he doesn't need someone like Yugamu. What does he possibly have to offer Dirk? No, no that's silly. His companionship is something Dirk values, right? Somehow???]